I've been in an insane asylum before and to use the misnomer several but not seven times exactly and the first couple of times I had come to a point in my life where I thought I needed it and I was kind of un aware of mutual objection and social exclusion, I was going through a massive overdose of LSD-25/35 in a silicone/biological ferrous glyceride particulate compound that could be exited and eroded in small doses to trigger psychosis and mental instability or un natural emotional states...
The technology is a throw back to I think José M.R. Delgado's research, the use of ferrous plastics and glycerides is well documented and the only country's that have it are Asian eastern bloc and south American warsaw pact country's because it literally has no real use in the human body other than torture, its a step towards the electrode experiments but is invasive instead of disruptive there is no mark or surgery its more of a deposit of what would appear to be septic fluid once it permeates the body it can be used to shock or over stimulate the body especially the mind based on emotions rather than say just making a person homicidal, psychopathic or suicidal those all come from the wear and tear of having emotions that contradict with say your mood or mindset or what your doing to enjoy yourself.
It works in conjunction with what we know as the klystron which was one of the first types of radiation (radiation is a type of energy that can be passed on through other things but is stopped by others as well heat, radio-waves and microwaves were all known as types of radiation when grammar was not assumed Esperanto but mathematically true.) based technology's that came out of the second world war, cellphones microwaves short wave radios, microbust (especially microburst radio encryption military communication gear.) transmitters even Wi-Fi all have a root in the Klystron, it is also known as the 40watt phased plasma inducer, which only works in enclosed environments with special preparations to be made in the initial target...
Anyway the loonie bin is not a really fun place and when I got there it was all a giant religious scam none of the people that were there wanted to do anything other than not sleep on the street, getting in by yourself because you recognize a problem in your mind that was not there before and it is emotionally disturbing you, that's really hard to do.There is almost no way to commit yourself based on the internal politics of most of the staff at most acute inpatient service providers, they would much rather be in a social event that involves Hitler,Gandhi, Marx or subjugating those that persecuted them when they were in the game or relevant.
The medications do not help most of the time people break down for two reasons street drug induced shock and trauma and then mental illness developed from social exclusion and mutual objection, the latter causes you to kind of disassociate with your thoughts and emotions based on having to please a group or an individual that is using a group that you become the offending party to.Street drug trauma and shock is bad because their is no way out other then quitting drugs, so if they give you a dual diagnosis then you have to quit one type of drug and then at the same time deal with the emotional and mental disassociation of altered brain and body chemistry.Internally how they handle diagnosing this is to interact and kind of do anthropology and this intake only works if the observing doctor is actually neutral politically and racially non biased and non emotional in the observational analysis, things like working in a clinic that can not get enough funding or has very large social and political groupings or alternative lifestyle or spiritual or religious cults running the clinic, the other thing to take into consideration is the staffs education in relation to the mental capacity and professional skill level of the individual being observed.A doctor that is not mature of has a political or racial or spiritual bias could harm the patient or underestimate the patient and be harmed, and have their career ruined by practicing under bad faith and retarding the "Hippocratic Oath".
My current experience is with Scientology and Christian Science church members they decided to take control of the city government and also the mental health care system and then once that was achieved they started to abduct and abuse people and then practice a very weird type of anarcho-communist fascism that cripples functional people and enables degenerates, criminals and praises the mentally and physically handicapped, as a person that was trying to achieve something beyond just serving the people and the workers I actually got abducted for ten years and am now trying to get out by any means necessary, so that I may live in a community where I am respected as an individual and not as a brain slave or a welfare check that they can trim so that the mentally retarded gay children do not have to bee thrown in ovens, or so that aliens that hate smart people, people that do not believe in god or people that made them self mentally, physically and spiritually better by thinking for themselves instead of being just a very large group of gay lemmings with suicidal tendency's and homicidal emotional fits that are triggered by the natural and established as well as conformist train of thought.
I initially had no problem with the staff but then the Gay men and Women that worked in the clinic started going into my room and then they linked up with elements of Scientology that had been observing me from WISE moon-rips that were very profitable for them but the workers that they had gotten into company's and corporations with my work as examples of their productivity basically self destructed and ruined company's from the inside and then started to harass people from within the Corporations so they could create lesser Scientology based company's that would not have to compete based on the lack of functional competition as opposed to superior products goods and services.Most of the Scientology Corporate structure is defunct they are in a downward spiral of terrorism and domestic abuse of the citizens that are still legal or that retain most if not all of their rights, living in a community with them is creepy because they damage everything around them if they cannot have their way, they will kind of start abusing people and at the advanced stages of their game of "why did no one tell us their was no god that's unfair" they will become deadweight and instead of abiding by the law or not engaging in immoral or disruptive or anti-social behavior they will actually try to be negative in every interaction that they can unless their immediate survival is necessary.
I have no idea what real psychiatry is like or if therapists and counselors are actually just trained to slowly murder people that do not believe in god or don't want to have forced-sexual relations with gay men and women or yield to mentally unstable children and homicidal/suicidal senile mature gay adults with a slave mentality projected or transferred onto all that apply.
There is no way they can stop me from doing what they fear the most...
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